I hate being home alone, it freaks me out, I always think there's something in the dark so I have to keep like every single light on so I don't freak out as much. I'm so glad that I haven't been to see The Conjuring yet which is apparently really scary, so I'm pleased that I didn't see it last night.
My best friend, Chelsea, came over for the weekend and went back home earlier today, my brother is staying at his girlfriends and my daughter is at her Dad's. I literally asked so many people to come over but everyone's busy and has work tomorrow which sucks.
I'm 21 years old and can't even handle a night by myself, it's so stupid. All I've been doing is literally watching repeats of Geordie Shore, Teen Mom and 90210. I even created a HUGE list of things I wanna do before i die, a bucket list, which I'll probably put up on here later this week.
Also being on my own makes me overthink every single situation in my life, even stuff from like 5 years ago. I've realised how much I miss my most recent ex which kinda sucks but we still talk which is good cause I couldn't imagine my life without him now.
I am really tired now so I should probably go to bed but I want a cuddle buddy to come keep me safe.
This is probably really boring to read but I'm bored so its keeping me occupied xo
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