To end my last day in Wales until Christmas, I've decided that today ill spend it totally with family. So later, me and a few others are going to go and see the new One Direction film (yes I love them) and then have dinner at my Mum's later for a final goodbye meal and then off to the airport it is!
I'm all packed and ready to go so at least I don't have to stress all about that.
The main thing I'm panicking about is how Faith is going to react when I say bye bye. It's crazy that after today I won't see her until the end of September, saying I'm going to miss her will be an understatement! Her Dad has been surprisingly nice recently and we've been getting on really well, he even gave me a letter the other day apologising for everything etc which I thought was quite nice. It certainly doesn't mean I'd get back with him though, leaving Wales is also closing the book on my whole relationship with him too which I'm definitely ready for, although he'll still fly out sometimes to see Faith. He's become a lot of a better Dad lately and sorted his life out.
Today will definitely be full of emotional goodbyes but if there is ever a time where I desperately want to come back then I am allowed 3 weeks personal leave each year I'm on the program so at least I can use some of that.
I've also been single for just a little over a month now but I don't even know if that really counts anymore because the way me and my ex talk its like we haven't even split up really. Just have to see if things change once I'm away.
I'm honestly scared about going but I'm got my best friends so I'm sure ill be fine. I'm excited and nervous about going so until I get there I won't know what to expect.
Wish me luck!
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