Over the past few days, I've come to the conclusion that I should not be left on my own for a long period of time because it causes me to overthink a huge amount. I usually see Joey if I'm bored but we've had a bit of an argument over the past few days, boys do cause so much drama! I also get ridiculously bored which means I write these blog posts which are most probably a load of rubbish.
Anyway, I've been thinking a lot about the future and mainly the wonder of who I'm gonna spend the rest of my life with. Its a really girly thought but still, I'm allowed to have those once in a while. Honestly, I do have a lot of growing up to do before I actually settle down because quite frankly, I still act like a 16 year old sometimes.
I do miss being in a relationship, but I know being on my own for a bit will help me out in the long run and I'm gonna prove to myself that I am able to do this. If I see a couple holding hands or whatever in the street, I get a sudden surge of jealousy but I think that's pretty normal for girls. I am quite scared being on my own, I'm not too sure why but I am. I've been watching loads of chick flicks which probably hasn't helped either but I'm also forcing my brothers to watch them with me tomorrow too which I'm sure they will love.
I'm glad I've got such a good relationship with my brothers, they do annoy the hell out of me sometimes, especially because I live with one of them, but when it comes down to it they'd do anything for me and they are great Uncles too.
I'm rambling on about such random stuff but I am seriously so so bored, I literally have nothing to do, its just a waiting game up until I go to Florida now, which has now been changed to 1st September!
I am looking forward to it, but I am gonna miss a few people so much, it'll definitely put a few relationships to the test!
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